i know, i’m terrible. and i probably lost 50-75% of my followers. shit as just been kind of crazy. i’ve been trying to hang out with people, make friends and what not.
my mom had surgery and ended up having ovarian cancer… they removed everything but she still has to have chemo =[ she starts next week. i really hope she’s ok. i’m kind of scared. and unfortuntely i am working backstage for the play at school and next week is tech week so i won’t even be able to see her.
the guy from my class that kissed me? he was a dick and never really said anything about it so i had my mind made up that he was a dick. then the other day he apologized for being that way. nothing is going to happen between us, it isn’t like that, but we are cool now. hopefully we can be friends, as he said.
there’s another guy in that same class that’s pretty cute, and honestly my teacher is kind of cute too, he’s a grad student, but shh, i didn’t just say that.
i’m still not so sure about myself as an actor. i’m still afraid i’m not cut out for this, but i’m working hard…